when

i can't say, when it was i stopped loving you. i don't know if i have. its like wanting to quit smoking. in theory i have, but in practice i haven't. like i've quit smoking but still smoke one or two fags every now and then, i've quit loving you, but i still get love spills every once in a while. i don't think its enough. is it enough? are we at the butt of our love? have we totally burned out? is it just the taste of each other in our mouths? ashes? craving?